Wednesday, September 20, 2006
damnit...
cuz i dun have many male blogger friends and some i noe dun even wanna put tagboards, so i bo bian..
cannot play the game gina blogged abt. SIAN!
but anyway, i bet alot of you wanna noe what type of men i like rite? MUAHAHAHAHAHA
ok. i can see everyone leaving now.
but anyway, i'll still say it.
top 8 (in random order):
1) 1.80 and above. (179.5cm i can accept too. =X )
2) Nice nice nice nice nice nice nice smile.
3) Rather quiet to every girl except his family and me! (cuz im scorpio, easy jealous.. so.. yar)
4) Never be late. yes... late 5-10 mins can..but no.. not later than that.
5) DO NOT SMOKE. (or take drugs or gamble)
6) sweet, but not mushy. (for eg, he does the simplest things to cheer me up but it's not by saying, 'i love you' or those er xing stuff)
7) Lee Jun Ki or Rain's type of mini eyes that when he smile, it becomes two lines.
8) Body not too skinny(i think i mean muscular. LOL) and have hands bigger than mine~
the end. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA~
today damn pissed.
my teacher, i dun hate her, really... i didn't used to hate her..
but i do now.
because of how tactful her sarcarsm always is and she does such acts DELIBERATELY.
one thing for sure, she is NEVER the type of teacher you wanna go against and her pms-es always come unpredictably.
Truly, i dun hate her... or maybe i should say, i never USED to.
when i noe ppl dislike her, i don't agree. I even try to defend her..
but from today onwards, i shall pronounce...
i... H.A.T.E her.
and if she's gonna read my blog, cuz she intends to invade my privacy and then try to pick on my deliberately in class saying that i'm drifting away and the ONE who's work never improves and etc....
then she's just petty.
oh yea, but i have to admit..
so am i. I very petty.
VERY.
so since u came to this stage first...
dun blame me for frowning in your classes when u need answers..
dun blame me for being a super hypocrite
and DUN blame me for HATING you.
dun worry... the subject is very impt for my Uni life... so i wun ruin my love for it... cuz of one ass who is always PMS-ed.
anonymous was rite... pms is gonna come to her in 3 days.
that's why she's being such a freaking fucked up woman.
ass.
inspiration left.
[3:54 AM]
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
SHALL not fully disclose my dad's photo...
but i really miss him..
he went to china for two mths already..
long time...
And the more he's not here... the more i miss him...
because he's the only one i love talking to...
he cheers me up..
he cares me...
and although very mushy...
he enjoys calling me....
'little girl'.
APA! SARANGHAE~
inspiration left.
[3:56 AM]
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Found out that there are people in my class who found my blog..
whoever that is, i noe you already.
and if you're reading this now..
just wanted to say, stop wasting your time reading my blog, i seldom write about u..
AND... PLEASE BE PRODUCTIVE about time spent online...
searching for my blog, probing my privacy (which is not exactly privacy but for my new class it IS) and then telling others you've found my blog...
is not a productive way of spending time.
If searching for blogs make you HIGH go search for your favourite stars' BLOGS!
but hey, anyway my blog is on PUBLIC mode.. so you wanna read, then come read lor.
just dun go to sch one day and gangfight me just cuz of wad i blogged.
other than racism... it's free wad i wanna blog about, isn't it?
so just dun piss me off in class.
Today i told celine I could get dvds from china since dad's coming back and he promised to buy two for me...
and so celine asked me to ask my dad to buy kim sam soon for her..
and of course, being best friends.. i assured her i will.
I mean, it's like.. friendship, this kinda DEEP friendship should mean that you are willing to go through alittle trouble to help friend wad..
then in the evening, when mum was talking to dad on skype...
she spoke about asking dad to buy her some cantonese shows but she rephrased it SO nicely that she said, "if u go there and you find some nice cantonese shows, then you just buy lor."
isn't it the fact that she WANS to watch it? Fuck.
And so.. i just joined in since i promised celine..
and i went to ask dad to buy dvd for my friend... since my mum will never believe i wanna buy that show since i've told her umpteen times i dun like the show's ending...
so mum started getting pissed.. but she kept quiet in front of the mic... which meant she didn't wan dad to noe i've been suffering constantly from her unchangeable bad attitude and spoilt character...
the moment we bade dad goodbye on the phone...
she opened her freaking mouth and started questioning me.
"HOW CELINE NOE UR DAD IN CHINA?"
"WHY U TELL HER DADDY CAN GET DVD AT CHEAP CHEAP PRICES?"
"WHY MUST U PROMISE TO BUY DVD FOR HER?"
"HOW COME U MUST TELL HER YOUR DAD IN CHINA?!"
"WHY GO AROUND TELLING EVERYONE?!"
i've to make this clear, it's not everyone... it's specific ppl.. but since... i've blogged bout it.. it's almost anyone who reads this blog.
dad's coming back from china on sat. I'm freaking happy. A HUGE REDUCTION of mum's stupid 'i demand your respect' morals.
And... all these times.. as i spend all my energy trying to smile and laugh and joke and be a stupid clown in school...
i am so shagged at home.. and i still presumed family members do not require me to fake in front of them.
so i always show im not happy with something... or i give my frankest comments on anything..
but as long as it's the comment or expression my mum wants or expects..
i'm wrong.
But there's no rite or wrong in the way you show your opinions wad..
no when it's FAMILY.
my mum always asks me questions and i get very honest with it... but she's not happy with it, she expects me to smile more butit's tough.. i can't always be the happy me because fake smiles are tiring.. and at home, all i wan to do.. is relax.
if i finish drinking something from the cup..
my mum wants me to put it back.
and if i left the table for very long..
she shouts from the living room to my toilet..
and she repeats wad she wants me to do.
if she's only 1 metre from the cup..
and although it's mine...
can't she just take it and bring it to the kitchen?
it's not like she has to wash it. it's my MAID who washes it.
and when she is slacking at home... and im slacking at home watching tv..
she asks me questions when im concentrating on the tv..
then if i dun answer her... she'll be very irritated and i get nonstop action from her mouth. ass
there's so much i hate about it..
i feel so freaked out by the fact that..
when i gave my true comments and she's not happy, i ask her , 'shouldn't i jsut be frank with u? you're my family leh!'
then she say, 'no.. you cannot be too honest with your family.'
damnit. so family means...
don't be too frank and honest.
W.O.W
family doesn't mean.. Father And Mother, I Love You?
wow. i noe now. thanks mum.
inspiration left.
[5:40 AM]
