Yep. soon, in the big Zhen family.. out DA JIE TOU will have her birthday coming realli soon.
it's none other than the
appear to be quiet but actually is easily high, laughs super loudly, when agitated will tend to have whole body crampings and would always appear friendly to people but may not MEAN IT de
ok.. lemme bold this..
Celine Chan Siying...
yep... it's a funny thing.. how one can age so freaking fast..
lol. 17 le ar.. must be more MATURED. one more year to your near-FAVOURITE M18 movies. ^^ lol. horny little girl eh.
actually her birthday is the same as my dad, so i'm going to hereby say,
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY~~"
great.
but it's quite fun. how gina, celine and i can JUMP (or fly) across so many obstacles (friendship problems, unable to cope with studies, having different interests at first... etc etc) and become what we are today.
we were from different cliques in pri 6. so even if we say, we knew each other since p6, it's actually sec 1 onwards where i realli became their friend.
celine dislikes me for my means ways of FUN. I can tease her and enjoy it, neglecting her feelings.
then gina and i not close ma... so she will stick to celine since they're closer to each other. In this manner, they would start having their own world.
when i enter.. DA DI DA DI DAH~
and since i entered... they'll take more time tO TRY AND BE KIND AND ACCEPT ME...
then finally they DID!
oh yay!
they started waiting for me during recess...
going home together with celine after sch... was fun. we sang in the bus, heck caring the ppl in the bus de feelings... lol
and we shouted and yelled about stress and weird stuffs..
we could have non-stop conversation about jay chou and those chinese singers, of course and some people we used to have crushes on (not bimbo action lor, crushes are part of a normal, feeling teenager)
soon.. we matured. as we mature, we make more friends, sometimes accidentally neglecting the old ones and hence.. because of this, celine gina and i had a tok about it and soon it was solved, MATUREDLY. yep, no cat fights and all...
then now.. we're three best friends. (NOT THREE BLIND MICE) ass.
yep. and hopefully after gina goes to poly... we can still keep in touch and OF COURSE<> LOL.
so happy birthday celine and may your WISHES (EXCLUDING THAT ONE THAT I SHALL HAVE ON MY BIRTHDAY) come true. LOL.
hohoho... the powerpuff girls. >.<
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[3:16 AM]
Long time since i blogged... that's wad alicia said. =X
SO i'm going to start blogging. Actually i very sian to blog recently.. cuz days i spend in sch are long..
like one day may seem that sch ends at only maybe 3... but to me... it's a very very very long day.
Like the chinese saying is, a day spent like it is a year. >.<
yes. i totally can understand.
Sian to go sch and study. sian to the MAX.
Haiz... ytd had chalet.. ok, i din stay over.. so not very fun. but we bought kfc and cake for jiarong cuz it's his b'dae. no.. cake for him only, kfc is SHARE de. LOL!.
so we ate bbq and stuff.. and toked quite along. alot of us yet can still LENG CHANG (very cold) means.. we realli no MO QI (chemistry). lol
then alicia started teasing me... >.< i forgot about wad, but she just did... so i just.. =.=" at her. and then she luffed. oh, so easy make her luff one lor. dunno wad she eat. luffing pills?
lame.
then ailin was being very supportive of me singing. HOHO! she wanted me to entertain ppl with my voice. HELLO, VERY NICE VOICE RITE? next time not free liao. =X
then we had fun and all that.. and KAILYN SUGGESTED RUNNING BACK TO THE CHALET FROM DOWNTOWN EAST!
WTH?!
so far lor. it's not even nafa or wad..
but ailin and i just listened to her. total regret
lol. i even pon pe lor.. but i runned for kailyn. liao. dunno run for wad..
like we runned almost 400m non-stop. damn 2.4km ar?
lol.
then we went back and blah blah blah blah blah. Jiarong tried to attract baby's attention (SUPER CUTE BABY SOMEMORE)...
but baby heck care him.
then i tried. BABY JUST GAVE A JACKED LOOK.
wah lau. my facial expression to the baby = dinosaur ar?!
>.< SIAN. dun attract attention liao. somemore jiarong caught me with weird expression to make baby luff.. so he tease. like normal.
oh ya.. i have to say... SRJCIANS~~
got a grp of JC2 ytd very very ver childish. blow blow blow wad blow?!!!
sian. bo liao ppl... lack of parental love. >.<
wanna attract attention also no need blow my hair rite? BO LIAO !!
ENd.
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[11:34 PM]
Sometimes you seem as though one more step and you'll break through the barrier...
then you turn back and find that... you can't do it.
it seems like.. wadever distance you have in front... it's all going to be too far for you to handle.
Sometimes we try to be matured, we try to be happy, we try to be.... optimistic.
Sometimes we try to be truthful to ourselves, we try to be real...
then we found out, how real can we actually get if we want to be happy?
or say, how happy can we actually get if we are very real?
Life's not good enough to give you everything that you... everything that you want.
Like wad econs teacher would say, "you have too many wants but too limited resources to fulfil them..."
you can request for yourself to be able to fly using your own body, but then you realise, there's something called gravitational force.
You can request that you get the newest technology that helps you fill your stomach when you're hungry, but you realise that, they dun provide you with anything else but macdonalds.
You can request for the person you admire to love you, but you get to find out, they're nothing but dreams that even require you to pay.
but human have to learn...
not to request too much.
not to ask for too much..
not to want too much...
when you noe....
you can never get so much.
just like how the sun can never meet the moon.
just like how stars are not ALWAYS seen.. though they are always there....
just like how.... the keyboard keys 'i' and 'u' will always be together, so unrealistically.
just like how...
distances look so near in the aeroplane when it is actually so far apart.
dun you think, it's stupid to say, "dun worry, we're very near each other, because we'll be looking at the same moon."?
because same moon does not mean same place.
and maybe the feeling when you see the same moon is different.
love, hate... everything is just like that.
one line apart, but that line... is where everyone will end up lying on.
Very near... yet too far...
yes. as unreachable as lee dong gun. >.
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[6:23 AM]
choose between the above..
and this:
yes. i bet anyone would prefer the latter. ^^
that is done by the four ppl who went to east coast park during valentine's day. K, M, G and S.
lol. waiting for kenneth to upload the rest of the photos.. >.<>
Taken by kenneth at the pier. Though you can see how magnificent the sun is on the waters and etc... but truth is....
The feeling was much better at that place. The feeling was so nice and good!!
then we had the.. 'dun drive my love away' done by kenneth.
lol.
Soon.. gina got inspiration and we did the.. 'friends aren't footprints in sand, getting washed by water. They are for Ever.'
Then we had the.. 'try pose yourselves as though you are models in front of the self timer'
try 1: marcus tried to be god, gina tried to pose like a model, i tried to act sunshine, and kenneth did wad he was good as, showing VICTORY sign.
Try 2: marcus was trying to avoid gina's hand from hitting his head, gina tried to do titanic and ended up in that position, i tried to act like kenneth, doing the same action.
try 3: marcus decided it'll be a normal one, i tried to act sunshine once again like some M1 show, gina tried to feel the wind, then kenneth decided, his hand shall block the sunshine on his face.
"Ok.. so we'll try to go and put kenneth's pants then throw it in the water then let it flow... hoho."
ok.. forget it... let's take photo first. LoL.
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"wah lau... the rest you better go to my blog and read! Sarah, stop posting the photos liao! My blog more impt. Don't snatch my blog readers!"
oh... ok. >.<
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[7:16 PM]
damn... ytd was a long day..
gina and i wanted to use kenneth's digi cam to take photos on the train since all were being bored out by the fact that everyone ps-ed us, leaving 5 ppl from the original 15. >.<>.< wallpaper =" his">.<
anyway... we thoroughly scammed gina's phone. Taking one very funny shot of glenn with the anonymous two background behind. LOL.
they were.. aiya... dunno why gina never post up.. next time plead her to post up and lemme kope to my blog. ^^
today going to changi airport and beach... LOL. gonna be a super nice day for me and gina. and of course, at times, eliza will confirm let us take photos. ^^
so let's hope she realli takes. We'll be the three.. erm... chio bus. LOL!
ANyway.... so far i think the nicest photo of ytd. =X
of me. and gina. ^^ cuz double chin wasn't obvious. =X
here it is:
that's kenneth's cap on my HEAD. i think i look better when the cap is inverted. ^^ see... told u i looked notorious. >.<
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[5:24 PM]
tmr got og outing..
LOL.
kenneth's going to bring his digital camera which im very sure will soon be filled up with gina and i de photos.
Why?
Obviously it's cuz GINA confirm force me to take photos with her..
because.. i'm never a zi-lian person. Never. Never.
It's not very long since we went out as an og. Of course, we have just went out before gina withdrawed, then we went out, (afew of us only) as a small grp of the og to eat at pizza hut before the o'level results come out.
Luffing, screaming, freakking out... yea, all's almost over.
soon, tmr's going to start, and we're going to have fun, no matter wad the hell is our results. Lol.
Yes. and during valentine's day, gina, kenneth, marcus and I are going out. You see, we're all single and so we decided to like.. have some fun. LOL!.
we're going to act as though we're realli.. erm... drama ppl. =X
since life's never going to be so super drama, we're going to try out drama stuffs ourselves. LOL!. isn't that fun?!
no? ass. >.< THen when we go to v'dae, we'll try this out...
yes. this was koped on someone's blog photos or something liddat... thanks anyway.
we're gonna try that. YES> it's super fun.
Maybe other than love... (cuz it's v'dae) we can try.. erm...
-shit
-fate
-gina
-yuru
-kenn
-marc
-lame
-hate
-cool
-cold
-kiss
-lose
-crap... etc...etc..
and of course... you can always try..
fuck.
k. cya.
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[1:33 AM]
Somehow, LOVE seems like a wonderful thing to people who have found someone who they loved and also loved them just as much.
But there are times, you can't find that one person you have always wanted to find..
you go around the world, searching aimlessly for that one person who can open your closed heart which is afraid of getting hurt anymore..
You search aimlessly, leaving the places you were always at, trying to extend your search.
You can't find the one you really want to find, but that is because you never notice the ones beside you...
You may be searching for someone who has always been next to you, searching for you too. But you both dun meet, because you two are too occupied in searching for each other, you neglect the fact that.. the one you want to meet may just be beside you...
that's why... people who haven't found the ones they want to find...
are always..
yes. they are always.. sulking.
That's why.. never neglect the ones near you... and of course, the ones who are always there for you...
Be it, your friend or wad... turn to them today, say, "i love you, my friend." Who says valentines' day are only for couples? They are certainly for everyone who loves, be it friends, families or even.. strangers on the streets you think look like they need your love...
come on... give me a SMILE....
Yes. Love is in the air.. Happy valentines' day.
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[1:57 AM]
credits: the guy outlined using PURPLE ink. BTW, this was taking during og outing. That time.. gina still haven't w/d sch. >.<
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[3:17 AM]
Well.. erb. this is a really nice pic.. so i just wanna post it. And the guy in it = the guy who sent all these photos. Yes.. he just wants to make me jealous that he saw SNOW. >.<
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[3:13 AM]
Note.. this is PIC of cars that are WHITE due to the snow. OMG. this is...
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[3:09 AM]
OMG. this is... heaven. >.< can totally feel the coldness rite now... winter. >.< MA~~~
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[3:09 AM]
Korean snow scenery... it just reminds you of those sad winter sonata or korean drama show. LOL
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[3:09 AM]
still deciding whether to buy the vcd or dvd. Vcd is already in poh kim stores now.. but i dunno when dvd will come out, or if it would EVEN come out. Man... sound track also wanna buy. Their book i also wanna buy.. ARGH!
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[1:47 AM]
this is hilarious! lol
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[1:38 AM]
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[1:38 AM]
and he says he doesn't like her.. . . .
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[1:36 AM]
Racism should stop, assholes!
everyone gets a chance to lead a normal life... i dun see why people of different skin colour, different race, different religion and different culture can't.
You don't go around hitting on girls just because others look up to your skin colour, and most of the time.. it's rather light in colour.
You don't go around having the high time of your life just because you jsut have to migrate to a country who has always been kind to foreigners like yourself and then you snatch jobs like directing manager or directors of the company. Unfair. Life's unfair for the rest while you think life's more than fair.
And of course.. to the minority who have been putting up with such despicable acts...
I'm apologizing on their behalf.
I dun see wad actually suggests who's more superior. Brains, creativity, imagination, body mass or skin colour.
I dun see how a person should be judged by their skin colour. Firstly, i have to say, i dun really mind people telling me racists jokes about my skin colour. and i dun mind when my friends say such things..
but i definitely can't enjoy such jokes if im gonna go to an ang moh country and they keep rattling at us like snakes when I'm supposed to be a snake myself.
Life's gotta be normal again. A cup of water has got to be half full again...
Yes, im being slow since i'm only blogging about this when some bloggers got arrested a few months again because of their reckless acts...
but better late than never.
I was doing research for my Gp homework and i saw all those racists reports. Like the previous entry about the photo. Wad the hell...
I bet if the sign were to change to, "by the blah blah law, no one is to enter except for people of skin colour, yellow, brown and black. Especially the fact that needs to be kept in mind is, WHITES ARE NOT ALLOWED."
now, may i ask, "wad about those mixed bloods? I'm a mixture of malay and caucasian... can i go in?"
Isn't that an obvious problem.
It's a NO WONDER micheal jackson wants to bleach himself.
Oh please.. stop judging people by their skin colour!!!
Everyone can just be friends and if you are a very judgemental person.. then u just judge ppl by their freaking attitudes la. duh.ass.
Who says people of different skin colours can't be friends?Aren't singaporeans doing well? Other than those unreasonable racists who form the minority in singapore, the rest are very willing to make friends who ppl of different race and religions.
One scene that totally touched me was when i went to Thomson's Prata House and I see a couple, one female and one male speaking to the cashier in tamil!
Tamil is an impossible language for me since i'll stammer at chinese already.. but it totally touched me. I mean.. you dun see chinese speaking tamil all the time on the streets. The couple totally made me feel that a racial harmonious environment in singapore is.. POSSIBLE!
so to those ppl who still judge ppl by skin colour, stop this right now!
And i have to emphasize something...
I HATE PEOPLE WHO ACT SLANG. can't you be proud of singapore?!
sick.
sick.
If you wanna slang, do bleach yourself.
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[12:53 AM]
Look carefully at the words.. if you only understand english, then read the english ones la... >.<
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[12:50 AM]
Teenagers out there who are working or planning to work as temporary staffs at ANYWHERE, do remember NEVER TO FREAKING MESS UP YOUR PUNCH CARD!
I'm pissed. Yes... VERY.
I worked during the holidays, and all i got was 100 bucks (this is a ROUND UP and excluding CPF which is going to be deducted from there) which is such a far cry from my 240 bucks. I bet they're going to say it's cuz i messed up my bloody punch card.
Yes, i messed it all up. But if they had humanity, they could take another look at the punch card and see that those punch inks never overlap each other and beside each time there is a freaking date. If they even spared a thought of idiots like me who had no idea how to handle a punch card, they would have already seriously looked into the matter and checked with my schedule.
In the first place, my punch card was in a mess, but my manager and all the permanent staffs there could vouch for my presence. It was at least 6 hours each day that i worked, and they confirm did not only see me for 3 days.
Assholes. money cheaters. Bullies. Liars. Bastards. Lazy bunch of pig asses.
if you wanna cheat someone's money, dun cheat the ones that do work. Assholes. Punch card may be in a mess, but if you spared a thought about the person who had no fucking idea how the hell to deal with the punch card, you should have thought of tallying it with the schedule.
I fulfilled all my schedule oK!
if i never did, then the manager would have called me up or complained about me. You high rankers in COLD STORAGE, you dun have a single bit of right to disallow me to get the money i worked so freaking hard for.
I worked 6 hours each day i was on schedule and all i did was to destroy my hands.
Do chores i never did at home.
Try my best to put on the brightest smiles for the worst customers and all i get is 100 bucks.
I'm sorry, you got the wrong ass to cheat.
Bet u didn't noe... my mum's pro at such shit.
I wanna see you beg and cry.
I wanna see you start stripping without any pride and start running around like a mad man.
I wanna see you apologize for all these.
I wanna see you give me back me darn MONEY!
schedules aren't there just for the employees to see.
They are there to show which employee worked on which day. and that means, i did all my work.
I wanna see at least a 200 buck in my account.
I'm gonna bring gina along with me tmr. yes. i bet i will try my best to persuade them.
Maybe.. in the end, i'll be the one who's going to start begging without pride.
Maybe... in the end... i'll still get my money. >.<
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