Probably it's the night's cold wind...
Probably it's because I watched 2PM's video just a few hours ago...
I suddenly felt the strong power that friendships could have.
Somehow, I wish I can experience such a strong friendship also. Something as strong or even stronger than the relationships of family..
A friend that you can grow up with, mature with, fight with, get back together with, learn new things with, scream your lungs out in a deep and cooling night with, go crazy over certain artistes with, cry over each others' sad experiences with... and many more...
I wanna experience this friendship.
Annyong~
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[9:15 AM]
One paper down. 3 more to go.
When I was taking a nap today after my paper at home... I had a series of dreams. All not related. It's like watching short stories in my dream. Interesting - but that means I've not been resting well enuff even when i'm sleeping since my teacher used to tell me that the more stressed up you are, the more dreams you will have and most of the time, they are the weirdest dreams in the world.
And mine was. >.< sadly, it didn't allow me to see any of my favourite korean stars in my dream. Zzz.
But my dreams' short stories were all action-pac. Like I have to run through this red carpet with Leopards at the two sides standing like guards do in welcoming an emperor. And then, I was like.. WTH?! Then the zoo keeper kept telling me, it won't bite, no it won't. And the zoo keeper touched the leopards like they were dogs. He even did the 'shake hand' action. then I forgot who I was with, but I was totally acting like a COCKROACH. I didn't noe how the hell I was supposed to run up faster than the leopards.
OMG.
And they all looked super fierce. Then i received a call. From my mum. And it was back to reality. >.<
Another dream I constantly had was... my maid returned. =( I hate to wake up from those dreams.
Well, back to studying again. I hope today's exam went well cuz I can't predict myself. EVEN THOUGH IT WAS MCQs. =X
PS: No matter how busy I am with studying... I still put aside TIME FOR MY 'You're beautiful' korean drama!
It's the nicest drama I've watched this year - in terms of korean! Iljimae can't compare =X!
Annyong~
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[3:16 AM]
Tomorrow's gonna be OMG. Presentation in front of a whole lecture - now that's a first for Sarah Cheng.
Even Theatre Studies practical final was in front of an empty lecture theatre with only some of my friends sitting there in the audience and two teachers watching and grading...
I just hope I won't rap my way through or stammer whilst presenting or start scratching my head or start laughing at myself or... etc.
Gosh. And SPSS is TTA TTA WOOOOOO to me. >.< Someone save me! I nid help. I nid to finish this damned 15% assg with SPSS when i can't even noe what is the first essential step i nid. It's worse than calculating stats with just my brain.
and that asshole cheena lecturer HAS TO CHOOSE THIS PERIOD OF TIME WHEN EXAMS ARE COMING TO GIVE OUT THE ASSG!
The more I talk about it, the more pissed I get.
Chill sarah.
Off to memorize her script,
Annyong!
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[4:12 AM]
I hate to rant. But I often do.
I hate to hate. But I often do.
I hate to talk about negative private matters on my blog. But I often do.
I hate to tell myself that I'm not worthy. But I often do.
I hate to shout at someone and regret. But I often do.
I hate to wonder what I should do next. But I often do.
I hate to admit that I'm at fault. And I seldom do.
I hate to envy. But I often do.
I hate to be maligned. But I often am.
I hate to fake my smile. But I often do.
I hate to fail. But I often do.
I hate to judge people. But I often do.
I hate to cry. But I do.
I hate my pride. But I can't throw it away.
I hate to be depressed. But I can't help it.
I hate to think everyone else seems to be in a better state than me. But sometimes I still do.
I hate to be affected by peoples' opinions. But I still do.
I hate to feel so emotional. But I still do.
I hate to show my sad self. But I still do.
I hate to hide my saddest and darkest side from people I care and love. But I can't show. I won't. I don't like to show it either.
Maybe one day, I will find myself being a better person than I am now.
But...
will I still be 'myself'?
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[6:12 AM]
My birthday started with me washing the toilet after my brother cooked lunch for me. Crap. To think that's wad my birthday is this year. I miss my birthday last year and the many years before which I took for granted. >.<
It was supposed to be a stay-home birthday during lunch time but luckily Z asked me out ^^ Thanks loads man! If not I would be rotting at home. Muahaha!
Since I lived in bishan, we agreed to meet at bishan and ate manhattan fish market! Nice lunch, nice ambience! hey Z, I shall remember what you told me today~!! =X
After eating lunch, Lulu called me and asked if I wanted to meet the dous earlier at jurong east so I rushed down by bus (change bus then take train)... I would have lost my way, if not for someone who taught me how to go. =D
How liyu would look if singapore had WINTER
And...
How liyu would look like if she grew old (please take three seconds to take deep breath. You wouldn't wanna have nightmare!)
After a heavy western meal, my dinner is at Swensens'. >.< Gees. But it's okay, cuz the companion is more important~
Firehouse : the free three scoop ice cream you get when it's your birthday! Solely at Swensens!
JF and my FAVOURITE DESSERT @ Swensens~ That's Banana Crumble for you!
Dinner was full of gossips and 'hypothesis' questions where the 'ifs' are never-ending. But it's fun isn't it? Sometimes the unpredictable stuff are always fun to imagine and discuss about. To think I got majority for votes of having the most handsome boyfriend among dous~ Thanks! I think... maybe soon? =X
Oh. and JF, none of us will forget your possible boyfriend MIGHT be a super conventional/traditional man who wears old chinese traditonal costume to your father's house to ASK for your hand in marriage whilst kneeling down on one knee. And the tea cup he brings are those you see in ancient chinese dramas! LOL. I can't stop laughing. And most importantly, he will CARVE (or tattoo in modern language) 'I LOVE JING FENG' on his back in chinese just like how YUE FEI tattoo-ed something else. ^^
Liyu and Xinee's IMAGE-less actions right in front of Daiso. Look carefully at Liyu's face. She looks damn maligned.
Xinee: How dare you shoplift!?
Liyu: Police, you cannot see? I got pay that's why got plastic bag ma.. *cries like a child* AUNTIE POLICE BULLY ME~
At the bus interchange where we sent xinee off on her favourite 506 bus. But of course, while waiting we had to find activities to do. SOMEMORE i tried to dress up leh. ^^
JF was too ashamed to do all the weird poses so we took some pictures to exhaust our expressions. It was a competition and see who repeated their expressions first LOSE. but too bad xinee's bus came suddenly.. >.<
This auntie fully in pink said she wanted to look glam. Above is her definition of GLAM. lOL.
Below is her second try.
Glam Sarah of the day~ I GOT TRY MY BEST K! See my mouth shape, i'm saying 'glammmmm' with my teeth exposed~
LEGS up photo + practise shots.
LULU, WHERE ARE YOUR EYES?! Look at my eyes (plus eyelashes!) LOL.
Xinee couldn't get over the fact she can't be glam. LOL.
The curious tourist who found the first beggar in Singapore. The beggar turned out to be bankrupt from the law suit fought against some auntie police who accused her of shoplifting.
The big-eyed + the Small-eyed (BUT LONG EYELASHES). And note the mysterious FACE in between us. I WONDER WHO AR?!
PS: Once again, spot the face and win mysterious prizes! Tag on my tagboard if you have found the answer!!
Last but not least... to end off with a nice photo, I've chosen:
Full group photo of the day.

I hate hate hate hate hate EC house for damaging my fringe. ass.
Annyong!
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[9:31 AM]
Sarah is now 20.
It's a time of I-don't-know-if-it's-a-happy-occasion-anymore.
But well, birthdays are still worth smiling about... Especially when you get people wishing you every minute from 11:59pm on 27th oct to 12:19midnight then the intervals get bigger. SARAH IS TOUCHED that people remembered. THANKS TO FACEBOOK (for many cases!) LOL.
Congratulations to Grace who bagged 1st on 12midnight according to my hp!
LOL. She was stunned cuz her phone was 12:04am. Good for her, Sarah shall grant her good luck (but not better than Sarah's) for the rest of the year. LOL.
PS:Lulu, liyu, you all TOOOOO early le la! 11:59 is for you two. LOL.
^^ Annyong, I shall go sleep!!
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[11:30 AM]
What happens when you realised you took toooooo many pictures on the day of your outing? And find that NONE of them is to be missed?
Sarah introduces COLLAGE style. After measuring the time difference for uploading all one by one versus editing them one by one then uploading them, the lapse in time is MUCH LESS for collage uploads. SO SAY HOORAY 3 TIMES TO SARAH CHENG THE GENIUS! MUAHA!
SCG outing was brought forward due to the fact that my birthday would be too busy for us to meet AND dous were so kind to ask me out for dinner for fear that I'd probably rot myself away.. LOL.
In Uncle Chan's car when he was fetching us to Buona Vista! Time on car was not to be wasted! But too bad, cuz celine wasn't driving, we couldn't take RING DING DONG pictures. *do refer to the previous blog entry in terms of RING DING DONG CAR SCENE* LOL. Sounds damn crude. omg.
Place to rest our tired legs! Westernization NO MORE cuz it's the era of Koreanization! Most of our actions are influenced by KOREAN SM~ (not SM as in SEXUALLY SM but SM as in Korea's SM entertainment! Although the boss in SM was kinda rumoured to be bedding the stars he promoted. AND IS NOW IS DEBT i dunno why!)
LOL! Note Gina's expressions! She couldn't take the fact that the CAMERA hated her that day. LOL.
Sarah teaches korean: That korean word is pronounced as 'MOLE-NG' or 'mong' if you get what I mean. It's like a SOUND EFFECT for '... BLUR' kinda expressions. Sometimes is also used when ppl tio stunned and dunno wad to do. LOL.
The more 'professional shots' of the day is above. LOOK AT HOW EVIL CELINE'S SMIRK IS?! The bottom row de.. i meant.
I dunno why but the idea of 'WIND' just struck me when we were taking pictures because we had exhausted ALL the kinds of expressions we could have. *still don't forget to keep your eyes on gina's -hated-by-camera- faces. LOL* So what we have to do since there was no WIND around, was that we have to bend our heads down then FLICK it upwards when I clicked the shutter. This is supposed to make the wind effect but you can guess how SUCCESSFUL it was with our photos. LOL. We got potential I SWEAR we have! We just lack practise!
Okay, that's all for the photos. Collage is such a good thing, I LOVE IT! If you really wanna have (IF IT IS A MUST HAVE TO YOU that you can die without it!) any of the photos in the collage you can just tag me and i will personally upload it on my next entry! It's free but PLEASE do not sell to modelling agencies. You can hang it on your wall though, although that's what MANY OF YOU ARE ALREADY DOING SINCE I AM SO CHIO...
Annyong, Sarah
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[8:46 AM]